Raz Rising

...although it will put a hold on some of the plans I have for today, like test driving a new car! LOL! And, it was just yesterday that I was complaining about money, not having enough of it for my travel plans for next year! That’s just me. I’m just itching to try it, compare, dream, work on it and WHAM! It’s just a motivation factor for me to work harder.

Before getting down on any serious work, I do need to chill out for a bit. This cage is going to fall into pieces if I don’t get some pampering. After 4 weeks of sleepless nights, thinking, longing (huh?), coughing my chest and rib cage out, my body needs some TLC. (No! I’m not talking about that kindda TLC…though it’ll definitely help too! I’ll settle for a relaxing spa treatment for now!) I need to go out and catch up with good friends, for some merry making before the start of Ramadan, which reminds me that it is just round the corners! (Gosh! I’ll be so nicotine-deprived then! Yeah, yeah, I’ll give it up – when the time comes!)

I’m off to Kelantan this weekend for a research work for my story. The thought of it is freaking me out but I want to see it off first hand, how the rites and rituals of the paranormal activities are done. Next week, the journey will take me to Negeri Sembilan to do the same (if I make it home safely and sane!). (I’m feeling jittery already. Wished that horror/supernatural is not my genre. Can I change my genre now? Can someone go with me? Halloooss!!! Where are my friends? Where are you when I need you most? Why didn't they teach this in school? Can I change my storyline? Boy meets girl - Both fall in love - Boy dumps girl - Girl got broken-hearted - Boy got raped by another Boy? Can? Can?)

It is still raining; maybe I should grab a cuppa and enjoy another puff on the terrace… (*Trying to stay calm* *Trying to stay sane* *Trying not to cry*)